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Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Spectrum Of Shades

There was a change for sure from what I was and what I am.Who is better?

Mebbe the one who answers this question justifies God's decision to make man(him) superior to all his other creations.

The emotions I have experienced have formed a spectrum of shades inside me reflecting each and every phase of my life.A shade for every phase.
When i look back at my life(always guilty of sounding philosophical)life seems to stare back at me and mock me for being me.(hope ull understand).Yes, I am in this state.The state where being lonely is routine, the state where distancing urself from others is ur forte.'
Some say 'Beta, Love is a feelin beyond comparision!,Fall in love and ull experience sheer bliss"
MY ROYAL FOOT!!!
Love itself is a problem which does not have a solution and "Beta right into the dungeons u go"
What is love??
My friend TANVI(TANU), who personifies philosophy tells me rather innocently.'Limin, Love is an illusion, Reality is much different'.
Man, I, so agree.
Wat All do we not expect.The Girl desires her knight in shining armour, the guy a beautiful conventional decent gharwali.But who does not compromise in what he/she wants.Everyone does.But as soon as neone asks someone "so temme hows ur lovelife".."arre yaar kya batao..its rockinn too good...............woh toh mujhe uske jaan se jyaada chahta hai"
MY ROYAL FOOT!!
I say, Jaan bachane ke liye chahta hoga!!
Tanu rants 'Our problem is we expect.Its when we expect that problems arise .Its when expectations are not met that we go into depression.I stopped expecting, hence i m happy"
Tanu I AGREE.(Profound thoughts i say.Mite be cliched but doesnt fail to amuse me evrytime its said)
Stop expecting,Start living.
But moments later Tanu shows that she is human.On being asked whom she would fall in love with she says'He should be really divine(yes this is the word she used).One for whom trust comes automatically,one for whom i can give myself blindly'
Tanu, my dear isnt that EXPECTATION.
Yes everyone must have realised the fact that whatever is written is not mush gush like the ordinary love masalas, but a mere attempt to poke sense into my thinking and make it socially acceptable.(incomplete)

2 comments:

Harish said...

i quite agree with tanu, when she says that love is an illusion and that reality is a different ball game. but i also understand that there is some sense in the insanity called love. it aint filmy, when we say that "pyaar ke liye, saala, kuch bhi karega". i am a great disbeliever of love and thought that being besotted to somebody is a sheer act of stupidity. and then one day, i was struck by cupid's arrow and i became a part of teh madness.

in love expectations does creep in, some said. some unsaid. we cant fulfill all expectations, but can evolve and gain tolerance with time. and we need to understand that the expression of love would change with evolution. so the "you are looking so damn handsome" statement would change to "hurry up you fucking assole, we are late for the movie". this is a sign of progression. but we love it mushy mushy... innocent and young. we cant accept maturity with ease.

Tanvi parchure said...

ya actully, i knw i contradicted my statement, but beign human we relly cant stop xpecting. what i xpected frm the past was much diffrent than wat i got. so i decided dat i wont xpct at all. but sumtymss it hapenz dat we start expecting unknowinglyy.i hav learned 1 thing dat never xpct thingss dat u think r dimpossible.an dats y i feel STOP EXPECIN N STRT LIVIN . LIVE UR LIFE TO THE FULLEST,jo hogga dekhha jaega!!!! .cz if u dunt then u ll end up gein nothing but "frustration,depression, n dissapointment" kip away frm these 3. n u ll b happy